Today, I am feeling extremely shivery and unsure of myself. It feels like my heart has been beating too fast all day and I have no idea why. I haven't gone anywhere, done anything. I can't think of anything that should be making me anxious. But my body is twitchy unsettled and that seems to have dragged my mind along with it. Maybe it actually is the other way around - maybe something has unsettled my mind and my body is reacting to that. But whichever it is, I am tired of being curled and shaky but I feel like trying to do anything will set anxious body into some sort of overdrive.

Quaking nervous feelings aside, I slept well. I was tired, so. I haven't done anything of merit at all so far today, though, so there you go. I wasn't feeling good yesterday either, curled and sulked and took comfort in food like a moron, I guess this might be something building.

There's plenty of things I could do today. I could keep playing FFIX, which I have barely begun. I could keeping playing Radiant Historia. I could make a Games round-up post, as I have expressed interest in such before. I have posts that need doing, posts I would like done. I want timeskip. Hell, I could even just go do wiki things if I don't feel up to anything more substantial. I wish I could focus on something other than discomfort, hahaha. This is a gross and useless and disgusting journal update, apologies if you read it.

Brr.